words of encouragement.

Before anyone tears me down about the following post, you should know that I've torn myself apart about the post for the last 5 weeks. I know I'm the dirt of the earth and deserve to rot in hell. So I don't need to hear that again. 
After a 7 year long rocky relationship, one in which I've been trying to leave for the past year. I slept with someone else and got pregnant. I'm 7 weeks now. I haven't told anyone. I'm an only child and I don't know how my parents will react or how all of this will go down. It's gonna be rough. Just needed to get it off my chest.