He not sure

So me and my boyfriend is apart at the moment.....he not sure how much longer he can take wit us being apart....i tell him i want him to come down here wit me he still haven't decided but like I tell him we made it this far what's one more month if u don't come back wit me....i been where I'm at since end of January...i seen him in February, March, and going up this month on the 24th.... Since we been away I made ways to see him and they was for a whole week.....i hope he come back but how he talking it's like he's not.... but idk...i just needed to vent cause I don't wanna lose him... love him with all my heart and can't imagine us not being together