I've been so frastrated I stopped coming in the group because with every baby announcement it tore my heart out but I miss it. I miss hearing the joy I miss being able to tell someone it will be ok or giving insight on a topic. This month it will be one year since we starting trying. We have an appointment with a fertility specialist tomorrow and I'm scared. I'm scared to go and they say the same thing again" we don't see anything wrong" I've done quite a few tests and we are not wealthy people but I still do t feel it's a waste. I want another baby so badly. Baby dust to all who are trying I pray you get your BFP this time.