High risk pregnancy

Nicole
I'm so nervous and scared. I had a MC in Dec '16, I got PG again in Feb, and I'm due Nov 16th. My doc had tested the fetus from my MC to see what went wrong since I was past my 1st trimester. I got the results and baby was perfect, it was me. To hear that was more devastating. So with this pregnancy I got 14 vials of blood drawn to see if I have a blood clotting disorder. A week later I get my results and see baby. I was told I have a some type of blood clotting disorder, they made me another appointment a week later with the high risk doctor, which is tomorrow. I'm very nervous, they say they may put me on blood thinners. I've never had to deal with this, and I don't know how to feel about it. When I tell people this all I get is a look of wow or oh, no or I'm going to have to be careful of what I eat or drink. Are any of you ladies experiencing what I'm gng through or have gone through this before? If you don't mind sharing I'd be very appreciative. TIA ladies.