So.. I'm 6 weeks 3 days , and I am so depressed. I've was diagnosed with depression and anxiety about 7 years ago, as a result of sexual abuse as a child. I was doing better , until I got pregnant. I feel like I'm gonna be a terrible mother because I should be happy and excited right now.. but instead I feel so hopeless and sad all the time. I don't even like to talk about a baby shower or anything because I just can't find the engergy and the want to do anything.. I feel so awful. I am glad to be pregnant I've wanted a baby for almost 2 years, since my husband and I got married. But idk , idk how to get through this.. and I am so afraid to open up about how I feel and what I'm going through because I don't want anyone to be disappointed or think less of me.. I'm just so down right now. Did you ladies have this problem? How did you handle it? & please no hateful or rude comments 😔