vagina after birth?

Kara
Does anyone else feel like their opening is still quite large? I feel like I can see so much of the inside of my vagina now. I'm 2 months pp and just getting used to using tampons again which sometimes feel like they are falling out. I just feel like my vagina is ugly now. And when we have sex I almost feel like the inside has more ridges if that makes sense. I hope with some more time it will continue to heal itself. I love my son unconditionally and would do it all over again, but I hate my vagina now. Anyone else feel like this? Anyone further along postpartum does it get better?