So we're headed to my SOs, friends, little sisters Quinceañera. And apparently my SOs ex girlfriend will be there. Their breakup did not end nicely and her telling him months later she had a miscarriage at 12 weeks.

I'm already very socially awkward and I can't imagine meeting one of his exes especially one that was apparently going to have a child with him.

I'm 10 weeks now and I am emotional but something just seems wrong with all of this.. or maybe I'm just overreacting. Whatever the case, I'm not happy. I don't know what to feel but I'm not happy and my anxiety is really high.

I don't think anything will come of it but I'm just so anxious.

Rant over but kind words would be appreciated.