guys thoughts are deeper than we know

Daisy
Okay I really need some opinions ladies. So last night my boyfriend and I were having a pretty intimate conversation. I got home from work and I cooked us up some dinner at first we kinda bickered a little because I really wasn't in the mood but once we sat down he was saying all these sweet things like I wouldn't wanna go through this with anyone else (I'm pregnant lol) so whatever we cleaned up and went to bed to lay down and he continued to talk to me about like life and stuff. Basically we had that conversation that girls try so hard to get men to bring their feelings out and talk about things to them. Anyways as the conversation led on, I can't even recall how this came up but he literary told me " there were times I wanted to go and fuck another bitch from how mad you'd make me" I'd think to myself she wouldn't even know right now" but I never did because I wouldn't be able to live with it" I swear my fucking heart dropped and I became cold I imideatily moved positions and turned to the other side he kept asking if I was mad but in reality that really touched me in a spot where I can't stop thinking about it. The fact that he'd have thoughts about it just because shit got hard. We'd fight constantly and not once no matter how mad he made me did I ever think about going with someone else.