No luck getting pregnant

My emotions on this topic go up and down. One day I'm okay with not being pregnant and then some days I'm depressed and devastated. All my close friends are either pregnant or just had a baby. I don't always like to talk about this with them because I feel so negative. Who wants to be around a negative person? I know I don't. It's nice to be able to come on this app and read other stories. I know I'm not alone. Others can relate to me. You just have to put it in the hands of GOD!!! What's meant to be will be. Sending good vibes and baby dust to those who feel the same.