I feel like a horrible person
I feel like a horrible person, but if I have a girl, I might cry. The rest of my pregnancy and the next 18 years.
EDIT: since y'all think I'm some horrible fucking person, I will love my child no matter what.
I was having a hissy fit, I simply just don't want a girl, but I'll warm up to it if it happens. When my sister got pregnant I didn't want her to have a girl either. She has a girl, and she is the snottiness little brat, but I love her way more than I ever thought I could love someone.
I just don't feel like I'll connect with a girl on an emotional level. And since I'm not married, & having a kid at 19. Nothing is set in stone. I was a little girl who didn't have a dad. Not saying that my bf and I have a bad relationship, because we do have a very good one. But we will only be 20 when baby gets here and a lot can change. But that messed me up on so many levels I don't even want to express.
I just never imagined having girls. So let this pregnant girl have a fucking hissy fit.
EDIT AGAIN**
In NO way Am i ungrateful for being pregnant, it may have came out that way, and I'm sorry. My baby is very much wanted, wether boy or girl. I will love and care for my baby no matter what, I would just prefer a boy.
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