TTC with false positives 🙁

Ashley
A month or two ago I had a false positive on a clear blue test and it really is defeating seeing something like that. I'm pretty down and out about ttc since we've been trying about 8 months now. Everyone around me is preggers and of course I'm super happy for them, but at the same time I have that little feeling of doubt that it'll ever be me that's preggers. My best friend is pregnant and I'm so excited to buy all kinda baby stuff for her and to meet her little man. I just have that little fear in the back of my mind. 
This month I think we finally hit it right- I'm 3 dpo which is really early but I've been super fatigued these past two days which is out of the ordinary, no appetite- just feeling different than my norm and it's really noticeable. Fingers crossed this is our month.
Just looking for some positive feedback and uplifting thoughts, just kinda need that right now. I'm trying not to be a sensitive sally about the whole thing, which I'm pretty good at. Except today is just one of those days.