sadness

Lately I've realized that most of the time, I'm just sad. I feel lonely and like nobody cares about me. There's times where I want to cry forever and a day. 
Don't get me wrong I used to be happy but I just don't know what happen. I don't really have anyone to turn to, I only have a few friends which are all guys and they're mostly all busy. 
I have a boyfriend, and we're so good I couldn't have asked for anyone better, I love him so much. Weve been through so much, and I lost my virginity to him, everything. 
But I don't know today I've been feeling super depressed like nobody wants me, or wants me to be in their life, I feel like I'm sometimes a waste of space and it hurts. I hate feeling this way and I just wish I could do something to stop it but it's been happening so often and I don't know what to do 😢