..I've been trying to rest as much as possible because lol labor and all...plus 2nd degree tear & vaginal tear. I get a lot of help...as far as food preparation, watching baby [which includes feeding changing ect. ] . Every once in a while I take my baby for the night..s.o helps as much as he can but he rarely stays up because of work. I shouldn't complain& I'm not necessarily complaining about anyone...but it's difficult. I keep feeling like my stitches are going to tear open :/ .. and I try and try but I swear my baby cries the most when he's with me. Sometimes I don't know what to do ...I go back and forth feeding changing rocking burping...and sometimes he still cries 😅😂probably normal but it's so overwhelming...he literally has me crying along with him. I'm trying to be a good mom but I feel like I fall short and it just breaks my heart. I'm his mom and I feel like he hates me. And I'm just so emotional right now considering I haven't slept all night ... Anyone else feel like this sometimes?
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