So I am currently seeing doctors and being regulated for hypothyroidism but also awaiting to have a pelvic transvaginal ultrAsound to confirm if I have polycystic ovarian syndrome. I was informed by the my doctor that it can affect my fertility. We have been attempting for the last 5 months and there is a big part of me that is suppressing the feelings of possibility of loose. The potential to be told that I will not be able to conceive. I feel a bit lonely that I am unable to express these feelings with anyone. Not that my husband is not supportive but he is being very positive during this whole situation and keeping hope.