Miscarriage in late September. Been trying ever since. My husband and I were separated by cruel circumstance for 20 years. High school sweethearts, he went to prison for accidentally killing a man. I was pregnant when he went up but he had no idea. Neither did I. The baby was born and died of SIDS before I could even find out where he was sent. He knows now, but I couldn't bear to tell him then. He would've probably hung himself in prison, as at the time, he had a life sentence.