Hey everyone ! I'm new to this app and I was skeptical about making a post but I just needed to sort of get this out. I have a four year old son and I found out I was expecting baby number two at the end of November. I was scared and upset because I felt something just wasn't right. I knew from the moment I seen the plus sign that something was wrong. My gut was right. I had my hcg levels tested two to three times a week and each time they went up but didn't double. Then one day I began to bleed and ended up having a miscarriage the next day. I was miserable over those 24 hours I was scared it would be painful and scared that it wouldn't pass everything and that I would have to get a D&C or something. I was terrified! But it was painless and I felt almost immediate relief. It took awhile to finally accept the fact I lost my baby but I felt it was best because something about that pregnancy just wasn't right. I'm now 5 weeks 5 days pregnant with my rainbow baby and I'm terrified that something will happen. I don't have that gut feeling that something is wrong , I have a really good feeling about it. But I sometimes don't feel pregnant . Except my boobs being solid as a rock and heavy and hurting really bad lol I'm tired but I'm usually always tired. So of course it worries me that I don't feel pregnant. So of course I think the absolute worst. Is this normal? I don't really have anyone to talk about this with I haven't announced it to my family yet but only my husband knows and my best friend. Even if no one responds to my post I feel better getting it out. 😊😊😊