did I have a panic attack?
I don't everrr ask to leave work early. Today, I was 20 minutes before close and I felt a headache hit me. Hard. Out of nowhere, it felt like a knife.
And I, who never asks to leave, simply told me boss that I had a headache that made me feel like I was going to faint and that I was leaving early, I wished them a goodnight. She said "well, okay. Be safe" and I clocked out and left. I didn't even think about this, I just did it.
I get in my car, drive to the nearest gas station to get pain meds. You know that really nasty pain med called BC powder? It's basically crushed aspirin, it's fast acting and it works. You can get that at gas stations. You put it in a tiny cup of water and take it like a shot of alcohol because it's gross. I went and got that, for whatever reason didn't get a drink. I put that crap in my mouth dry and swallowed it as soon as I saw it and then walked up to the register to a cashier to pay and he was looking at me like 😳😳. I didn't even take off my sunglasses goin in. Then I drove home. I walked in the door and laid down on the couch and started hyperventilating. As soon as I walked inside my headache turned into a full blow migraine with full force. I puked, roled around in my bed and sobbed. Okay, so I don't smoke weed. It's legal, and I don't have a problem with it but I don't like it at all- For me personally, no. My SO does. He came and started rubbing my head and back and I asked him to smoke. He was like ? That's weird and then brought it to me and with 2 hits i started to relax, I could then feel clearly what part of my head was hurting and I just rubbed it. it took about 30 minutes to fully get rid of the headaches by icing my neck and rubbing. I only took 2 hits. And then I talked with my SO for a full hour having deep conversation and now I'm okay. There is still a tiny ounce of a headache but it's gone for the most part. Questions: do you think it was a panic attack? Obviously the weed helped but did it help a migraine or a panic attack? What the heck was that polite "F*** this im out attitude and I'm taking this medicine without a drink fuck my life I need a blunt"
That is just not me at all😂😭 I've seen some of you talk about panic attacks and idk if this was or not because my butt is seeing a doctor and idk how to explain my panic attack concerns. If this even could be a panic attack?
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