My mom was in the hospital last night. I have a bad feeling she is going to pass soon. I live with my boyfriend right now and its miserable i tried taking 17 ibuprofen.. I just threw it up. Im scared to ask him to take me to let me livee with my mom. I have a heart i dont want to hurt his feelings. I just have been through depression so bad and i cry myself to sleep last night and today. I really dont want to tell my mom i tried to kill myself because i dont want her to think that she is a failure :"(