Nervous... It doesn't come naturally for me...

K
10DPO.... This is the first month we've tried some new things.... I haven't tested in three months (and obviously it hasn't happened yet). My AF is due Friday. I don't feel pregnant and I don't have the hope of it. I keep having vivid dreams that I am. I've had one dream of a BFN. I really doubt this cycle is my cycle. I'm not having any signs of a BFP, or PMS (sore boobs). But I've been super emotional for weeks. Still I doubt this is part of it. When AF arrives, I'm scared I will be devastated again. 😥