Ectopic 😩

Went to the ER last night with severe pain in my left ovary a fever, and bleeding. I could barely move. A few hours later I found out I was pregnant, about 4 weeks. I was shocked since I have a 5 month old baby. Due to the pain though, I had a ton more tests and then laparacopic surgery. It was an ectopic pregnancy and they had to remove my left fallopian tube due to damage and severe inflamation. I can't believe this happened. I'm heartbroken and angry. Why did this happen to me 😞 anyone else have this happen and how did you get through it? Will I ever get pregnant again? How hard will it be?