JUST NEED SOME ANSWERS PLEASE!

I suffer with anxiety & depression & i have for awhile now. My boyfriend and I have been together for over a year and he gets mad at me when I am struggling with depression. He gets mad when I cry. When I told him how I had a panic attack at school he just said "k" and ignored me. He never try's to help me get through it. I tell him how bad I hurt & he just gets mad because he says I'm "bitching." What do I do. Feeling hopeless.