Yet another BFN

I've only been TTC for a month after coming off BC and I was hoping to be lucky. Maybe I tested too early (10 DPO), maybe I'm just not pregnant. My first BFN was 4/15 (AF started that night just to spite me), second was 4/30, and third was this morning 5/5. My husband told me to wait until tomorrow but I just got so excited, craving a BFP first thing in the morning. I even dreamed I got one! I was so upset I got back in bed and just stared up at my ceiling fan for awhile. I don't mean this post in disrespect to all the lovely people who have been trying for several months or even years. I'm just tasting disappointment and it tastes pretty dang bad. My best friend doesn't approve of me TTC and tbh it hurts and my husband doesn't understand how bad I want this. Our first pregnancy was an accident (we were 16) and now I'm finally old enough, stable, and ready for another baby. I'm only 21 now but everything has aligned (except my ovaries). I don't know. I guess I'm just feeling pretty alone. Any support or words of advice would be greatly appreciated. Thank you!