HELP! COMPLETE loss of motivation. Anyone else?! π©
HELP! First time mom here. ππ» I am now 10 weeks pregnant and for the past month, I. have. done. absolutely. nothing.
I'm normally a very active person, I have hobbies that I'm very involved in, I love to keep a clean house and I generally stay on top of things but lately I have ZERO motivation to do a single thing but lay around.
Yes I feel slightly fatigued, yes I have headaches, yes I have morning sickness that lasts pretty much all day but even when I don't feel tired or sick, I still don't even want to get out of bed.
There's so much to be done. My normally clean house is now a total wreck. Dirty dishes piled high in the sink and spilling over onto the counter, dirty laundry covering the entire house, etc. and normally this would irritate me to no end but right now it doesn't bother me and I can't find the motivation to take care of it.
My wonderful husband works his TAIL off to support our growing family and I feel extremely guilty that I've done nothing but lay around. I feel guilty when he can't find clean underwear because I haven't washed any, when his clothes are wrinkled because I didn't fold them, when he gets out of the shower and has to walk to the laundry room soaking wet because I didn't put the towels away, when he has to make himself breakfast because I'm still laying in bed, when he's outside in the heat busting his ass and I'm layed up inside, and mostly feel REALLY guilty that he never complains about any of it. But it still just somehow isn't enough to get me up and going.
I don't know what's wrong with me... I've NEVER been a lazy person or one to lay around at all. I've lost interest in sex, in my hobbies and everything I usually enjoy and care so much about and I'm so confused.
I keep telling my husband I'm laying around because I don't feel good when really, I feel alright, I just don't have the desire to do anything. π
Anyone else going through or experienced this?? π
I feel like a horrible person and I want my old self back π
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