day 50 no AF

ok so I'm on day 50 but I swear I just ovulated on on day 42 ( couldn't find my cervix and EWCM) today I had pale pink discharge for about 3 bathroom visits and now it's gone... I keep telling myself it's just AF coming but it's hard not to be a little hopeful. Plus I cannot find my cervix again..... this has been so aggregating! have had normal cycles for the past year these past two months have been wacky and I can't figure out why!