The worst part

Diana • 34 and healing from 2 back-to-back losses. Still TTC #1
Had a D&C last week. It was my first pregnancy and it took us so long to conceive.  Today is my first day back in the office, and I think the worst part of all of this  is that the world just keeps going while I'm drowning in sadness here. Even those who know obviously move on (to no fault of course), but I'm just not able to move on yet and I feel like people expect me to be over it. I feel like I'm just wading through the day, barely choking back tears, and on autopilot. Tell me it gets better soon....