I have two beautiful boys, 2.5 & 4.5, with zero complications during my first pregnancy and only light bleeding with my second. In March 2016, I lost a baby at 8 weeks and in February of this year I lost another baby at 11.5 weeks. I have no idea why this has happened. I'm 32 and the doctors kind of brush me off because....well.... idk why??? My age? I've had 2 healthy pregnancies? It's absolutely devastating. Just when you think the pain can't get worse it does. Another emotion you never knew existed creeps out and gets you. Anyways, my period is late. My husband and I have only had sex 1x this month. I have PTSD, depression, and anxiety and he has low testosterone and works alot so, yeah. lol it's never been late due to anything but pregnancy and idk if I'm scared to test or scared if I'm pregnant, to lose another baby. Ugh. Encouraging words or personal experiences with positive outcomes are welcomed. <3