So my boyfriend is trying to come back to the US from Canada, but he needs to get a scholarship in order to do that. And I am a very tightly wound and anxious person. When I think about it too much it gets hard to breathe or concentrate on anything. But he insists on procrastinating. I don't understand it, it makes me feel like maybe he doesn't want it as much as he said he does. And when I ask him questions or if he really wants to come back he gets upset that I don't trust him. Which isn't true, I just feel like I need to protect my own feelings and get that $#'+ done.

Does anyone have suggestions for us? I love him so much and don't want to lose him. We have been together 6 years and 1 year in different countries. And this is my favorite picture of him ❤