I guess this is just me venting. I work in the ems field and I have been in it for about a month. Last night, I was responding to a motor vehicle accident. Two cars hit head on at a sharp bend. The two drivers were flown, one had a 6 year old little girl. I found her unconscious and not breathing. So I immediately started CPR, (mind you, this is my first real emergency call) and I did CPR for about 30 minutes. After 15 minutes, I got her back to breathing, but she only took a few short breaths before she coded. I continued CPR, but I couldn't save her. I have been crying all day, because I tried to save her and I couldn't. It is tearing me apart just typing this. I want to be the best I can be, I feel that is with a rescue squad. Now I am second guessing myself, not knowing if I can take it. If you are in the medical field and have advice on how to handle this, please leave a comment.