Trigger warning!!!!!

So from the ages of 10-12 my uncle repeatedly molested me. No one in my family ever believed me. This made me seriously overprotective of every girl in my family. Well he died today and I couldn't be more relieved. I'm so glad that a small portion of evil had been taken of this earth. My dilemma lies in how I am going to be strong and supportive too my grandma ( this is the third child she's lost along with her husband in just a couple years and I love her dearly) when I don't even feel upset about him passing.