Pregnancy blues and then some
My husband and I love each other very much im sure but I just feel so hurt and lost in my relationship,
When he gets angry or feels things haven't gone his way he calls me names and has even spat at me in the past.
Then I get upset and he kind of makes it out like its my fault.
I can be a nag and annoying too but all this years of occasional name calling is starting to send me kind of crazy, i startle at the smallest thjng and find it hard to enjoy the good times. I nag him because I never trust now that's he will follow through on promises.
The last week or two my upset at this is really bad, he woke me up aboht 9pm, I was tired to ask for help with a form for early the next day. I said no I would do it tomorrow and he called me a stupid selfish bitch.
The next day he just dismissed our birthing class which I booked a time for last year because there is an important family event the same day. I just lost it because it is a build up of all these little names he calls
Me now and then over the years. I drove to work and acialky had a panic attack, I was hyperventilating and had to pull over. I think the hormones make it worse.
But today when he wanted help with a nutrition plan he is on, I got upset as he had a white lie about how much it cost. I don't like being lied to, then he said I wasn't a supportive partner.
I just don't want to be called names over small things it hurts so much and I feel lost. I've been asking since 2013 for him to try a counsellor, he promised but only ever went once. I'm lost.
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