BEING A SINGLE MOM OF 2!!

I Recently Found Out I'm Expecting Again & This Will Be My Second Child!!! The Problem Is That Im Pregnant From My Previous Child Father Who Has Already Put Through A lot With Our First Child And BARELY do Anything For Our First Baby .Part Off Me Want To TERMINATE The pregnancy Because I Know Ima Be In This ALONE being A Single MOTHER Off 2 But At The Same Time Part Off Me Still Wants To Keep It .... My Child's Father Has Put Me Through A LOT (DRAMA) And Its Already Challenging Taking Care Off 1 By Myself ,My Family Wants Me To Keep It But I Just Don't Wanna Go Through This By My Self Once Again And I Cry About It Everyday Because I'm Stuck In Hard Place , Trying To Figure Out What's Best For Me!!!