Ttc again after 3 losses

Kayla • 👧👼👼👼🌈 due 12-17
This will be our 2nd month actively trying. I had my heart set on last month and when AF showed her ugly face yesterday I was so emotional, sad and just didn't want to be around anyone :( I've told my DH that I didn't want to try anymore, temp, do any type of test, and just have fun. I do have a 12 year old daughter and I'm okay with that but I need/want a baby so bad and I know it will happen when it happens but I just can't stand it!! My losses were :Boy-7-27-08, 6 week loss 11-6-12, and Boy 4-7-13. Any advise greatly appreciated. Words of encouragement also!! 👶✨✨to all