Grieving the negative tests?

My husband and I have been ttc-ing for a bit over 2 months now, I know its not that long compared to some of y'all. Every time it gets to like a week from ovulation, I test everyday. Mostly because I want to know the exact day that I am positive. But week after week would go by and all I would see is negatives and single pink lines. Its getting to the point where i just break down and cry everytime. Do y'all have this reaction too? How do you keep your heads up to keep trying? Im emotionally drained!!