Help!!!! :( I'm sad & alone & feel like my boyfriend doesn't care about me or love me anymore...
I've been with my current guy a year & I found some stuff I didn't want to think he would ever have that stuff (mags & DVDs) , I found it awhile ago & I was so offended & I was so upset I wanted to relapse on drugs again & hurt myself again :( I don't know why it hurt me so much, maybe I went though some bad trauma that I don't remember it all... But I have been through a lot of stuff I do remember & that's enough :(
So, I just thought, maybe he forgot about it and it was old, so I got rid of it & he never said anything & I never talked about it & about how baldly it hurt me!!! I tryed to forget about it, but, every time we argue or when he ignores me or rejects me, then I would think about it & I even asked him & he never told me... Anyways, when we argued a lot & I couldn't hold it in anymore, it was killing me inside!!!!
Well, I blurt it out, in a bad way too :(
Well it was finally out & he finally talked about it, a little bit... It hurts, & I worry and wonder if he is hiding it somewhere or doing something, because he always leaves early & sometimes gets home late. But, we spend a lot of time together, we both are kinda loners lol, but, the last time he has been intimate with me AT ALL... Has been .... I don't know even when, at least over 4 months!
He has not been intimate at all and very pushy away since 2015, and before a bit more & it's so hard.
Omg!!!! I'm soooo sorry!!!
I'm sorry if this doesn't help at all & sorry I got in a big rant about myself... I've been so upset & so sad about that & he gets angry so easily! & he gets so angry when I cry, I don't know what to do... :(
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