How to be confident
This Saturday I am going to a beer festival at the beach. I am going with the guy that I've been sleeping with and his two friends. And I am so nervous/self conscious. I am not "fat" but I am not toned. I have a flat butt and small boobs and I've been drinking way too much beer so I have a beer belly.
I don't know how to go there and be confident that my guy isn't checking out girls and wishing I looked like them. Just the other day I said "look at this cute bathing suit but it's too cheeky" meaning it showed to much butt check and he said "you don't have the butt for it". Which, I don't. It just made me upset. I am trying to get fit it's just hard right now because I have a lot going on.
I am wearing shorts and a cute long sleeve (cause I get cold easy). I don't know if I should wear a bathing suit underneath or not. I just know other girls will be better than me and I don't know how to not feel bad about myself.
I have very poor body image and struggle with binge eating/viewing myself as fat. I am only 110 pounds but I like being 103. When I look in the mirror I just seem so fat.
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