depression coming back

I've struggled with depression basically my entire life. Before I got pregnant, I was going through a really good period and hadn't had an episode of depression in about five months. Over the last two weeks, it has kicked back in full fledge. Half the time I feel like I have the flu. I get the body aches, chills, fatigue, and general feeling of malaise. I feel like I literally can't move sometimes. My body hurts and I just want to curl Into a ball. To top it all off, I neglected one of my classes around the time my depression kicked in and had a teacher email me saying I'm going to fail one of my classes that I've worked so hard in this semester because I didn't submit an assignment on time (she gave me an extension but never a due date. Me, being a major procrastinator, thought I had more time than I did and she emails me at midnight saying I have til 9am to submit or receive a zero and fail). And did I mention I'm getting fired from my job? Over attendance points. If you rack up 8 points in a year, which is equal to missing work 8 days a year, then you get fired. That includes being sick or if u have an emergency like ur car breaks down. I'm writing this cuz I've been having suicidal thoughts every day for the last week. I just felt like sharing my feelings. I don't think I'll actually do it but it crosses my mind as a possibility dozens of times every day. I just don't think I'm equipped to handle life any more.