disappointed on gender of baby

Alexis
So I'm having a bit of a hard time right now. I know I should be lucky and blessed just to be pregnant but, I'm kind of disappointed and worried I'm gonna have a boy. Me and my husband want a girl as do our mothers. I'm already an aunt to two boys. I feel like I'll be devastated if I have a gender reveal and it's not a girl. I'm gonna be 8 weeks Tuesday, and I've tried to do methods on gender determination with my ultra sound I can't seem to figure it out but I feel like that's just gonna upset me. Has anyone else had this problem? I don't wanna be upset but I can't help it.