please help.

my boyfriend and i are usually pretty active, a few days ago I went over to his house after a long day in the hospital, I was in a wreck. I suffered a concussion. I was tired and just wanted to cuddle. well, we haven't had sex in about 5 days. He kept trying and i just kept telling him no. eventually he gave up and then a few minutes later he came back trying again. again i was saying no and he just didn't care. my boyfriend, the guy i thought i was in love with, forced me to have sex with him. he just held me down no matter how many times i asked him to stop. afterwards he kissed me and apologized to me. i left and went home, and i told him how i felt. he told me "i love you" then he blocked me. i don't know what to do, i have no one to talk to this about. i have never felt so powerless before.