I want more than anything to have a relationship. I've got a job doing what I wanted (it may not be the ideal but it's a starter job and I'm learning which is only helping me) I am saving for a home (still living at home because my parents are letting me and why would I move out to spend money on an apartment when I could save it for buying something permanent later on?) and I really want to finally find a guy that cares about me. I've never had a relationship before and I'm just so ready for it to happen I want to start dating so maybe I can find a better job with the experience I'm getting and eventually settle down. Why can't I find anyone though?? It seems like every guy is either disinterested in even getting to know me or is turned off when I won't have sex on the first date (which is a lot to expect from someone in my book). I'm getting so discouraged and seeing happy couples doesn't make it any better I want it to be my turn to have a little happiness caused by someone wanting to spend time with me because they enjoy being around me. What can I do to cheer myself back up and hold on to hope?
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