I miscarriaged months ago. I was in no place to be pregnant. Living with my grandparents had no job and my boyfriend was living with his parents trying to juggle school and work. We weren't trying in fact we were actively trying to prevent pregnancy yet I got pregnant. I didn't tell him and a few weeks after I knew I miscarried. I was maybe two month. I didn't tell him I was pregnant cause I didn't know what to do. I told him I miscarried though but didn't tell him that for some reason my heart was broken. I couldn't explain it. How was I so heart broken by something I had the possibility of not wanting. Why to this day do I cry over it. I couldn't look at baby stuff in stores from months. I'm still hurting. Why?