I'm the second oldest. I have one older sister and two younger sisters and a younger brother. Well my oldest sister, M and the sister directly after me, K, are extremely excluding when it comes to me. They are both medical students, M is 23 and K is 20. When we are all three together, M and K get in a super goofy giggly mood and the completely blow me off or pick on me. They say rude things about my DH and try to diss him just because he doesn't have a degree and he's in the military - they think he's not the "cream of the crop" when in reality, his heart and work ethic and love for his family makes him perfect and he's always so gentle and kind and fun. Yet the are mean to him and mean to me. I was always the kid that had to do all the chores, even is M and K were just watching tv. Well now I'm planning M's wedding. Her bridal shower is Saturday and I brought all the decor over to show her because I'm so excited I found such cute stuff! She sort of glance looked and it and then went back to being secretive and snide and snickering with K. I shoved all the bridal crap back into the bag and left the house within five minutes of arriving. My DH was so sweet when I got home, he made me amazing tacos, rented Logan for me and snuggled on the couch and reminded me that my sister in laws both love me even if my real sisters treat me badly. All I do is try to win their affection but they look down on me and I don't know why. I'll never be good enough or smart enough or successful enough, they just don't care. I'm dreading this bridal shower Saturday. Thanks for reading if you made it to the bottom. Sometimes it just really hurts to feel left out by your own family. Especially because M and K learned their treatment of me from my parents. Ugh. Glad I have my DH and my in-laws❤️