Okay, so last night I lost my virginity. It wasn't his first, he has had sexual encounters with other girls. So after my band banquet, we go back to his apartment with no one home, at first we started cuddling on the couch but then he asked me to do him a favor and I agreed to it. After a while, he says "can I get the condom?" i said yes I was all for it. Let me just say that my first time will be something to remember because it was just so awkward, funny and he couldn't find the hole! I had to help him. Even then I couldn't feel anything major and neither could he, until he put my legs up high and together and that's when I felt tremendous pain ! We changed positions into one I knew would hurt which Is the cowboy. And within minutes he came. After it is when it was the least romantic, I bled everywhere. On his couch and on my favorite white dress. We spent atleast an hour trying to get the stain out and it just wouldn't work so we just called his mom and told her that I unexpectedly had my period.

The sex wasn't great and not romantic at all.

But I think if we try a couple more times it'll be better right ?

And should I tell my mom, she might restrict me more but she could help me through this