I just want to vent a little: I am so nervous for giving birth. Not the pain, I can handle that. I'm honestly nervous because I am going to be SO emotional. And I know giving birth is an emotional experience for any woman! But my situation is a little different.. this baby was planned. It only took us two months to conceive. And we were soooo excited. Especially my boyfriend. He never had a father and he was so excited to do everything his "dad" never did. Well, my boyfriend passed away when I was 15 weeks 😞 (almost 9 weeks ago) and it ripped a hole through my heart. But I am soooo blessed to be carrying our baby boy. I'm just scared. It's hard realizing you're going to be a single mom when that was never your plan. My plan was to have our baby, get married, and spend the rest of my life with him. I'm honestly terrified that our baby is going to look just like him. And I hope he does, but I still don't think I could ever be prepared for how emotional I'm going to get when I first meet him. Honestly, any words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated right now. Even if you can't relate to my story. It's just I am going through so much and my baby is just about the only thing keeping me going. I'm due September 20th ❤️