I'm pregnant now and will be placing my baby with an adoptive family because I'm too young to care for her. I would like to eventually go back to a normal life but I don't think it will be possible. I want to be able to have a boyfriend someday but I don't want all of the guys to think I'm gross or won't want me because I've already had a baby. Before you yell at me for being worried about this now and saying I should focus on other things, I am. I just know someday I'll want to have a boyfriend and it won't be possible. I have heard a lot about how having a baby will change your body a lot so I'll be physically different than other girls and I don't want them to think it's weird that I have given birth already. I'm afraid no one will want me