Got some upsetting news about the baby 😒😒

Renae β€’ πŸ’™ '09....πŸ’™ '11....πŸ’” '14.... πŸ’” '14....πŸ’” '15....πŸ’” '16....πŸ’” '17....πŸ’œ 12/12/17
So on Fri I had a routine ultrasound to check on growth and heart rate etc. We thought everything looked fine and baby was going crazy moving about. Tech had a hard time doing the measurements due to the baby not staying still. At my drs appt yesterday she said 3 things have been flagged for further testing....1) the umbilical cord only has 2 valves instead of 3.....2) the baby has a predominant forehead.....and 3) there's alot of fluid behind the back of the neck and spine. I asked if it could be due to only just being 10wks and that everything was only just starting to straighten out more but she didn't really give me any added info and just kept saying ive got to travel to the city (which is 3 1/2hr drive) for a more in depth ultrasound, and that not 1 thing can lead anything. She did say that it could be how the radiologist wrote the report but not to stress out until I have the added scans....YEAH RIGHT!!! HOW AM I NOT MEANT TO STRESS OUT!!!! Ive spent yesterday afternoon googling everything....after so many mc why Is this happening?? I blame myself for starting to get excited....everytime I get excited it goes to shit.....