no longer my child's godparents...

I'll be 14 weeks tomorrow, and what were mine and my boyfriends bestfriends were going to be our child's god parents... but all that changed. I'm high risk due to the fact that I had 2 miscarriages, one at 6 weeks and another at 7, they happened 3 months apart 😔 at the time of finding out I was pregnant I was babysitting their son (my god son) I had told my bestfriend I was going to pretty much bed rest myself at 6-7 weeks for the sake of keeping my child.... she said ok that was fine. Well I guess it wasn't, after I stopped babysitting her son she stopped talking to me, so after 7 weeks I tried to start hanging out again (we saw each other everyday since January) and when she was available she wouldn't talk to me or look at me. So I messaged her one day and asked what had happened and she said that she felt I was a liar because when I "bed rid" myself I'd post pictures on Snapchat with my mom (my mom would pick me up and keep me company because my depression goes crazy if I'm alone for too long, she's also a karate teacher, so I'd go watch her teach. And she wanted to be with me if I started another miscarriage). I had explained that to my "bestfriend" but nope I was a liar. I'm on vacation, have been for 2 weeks and today my boyfriend messages me saying her and her fiancé had texted him asking him to go to a cookout with them their friend and their sons other god mom, who happens to be my boyfriends ex girlfriends bestfriend. Anyways, I explained that I did not want them to be the god parents any longer, because if they cared they would've tried to continue to be in our life and even tho we've tried they haven't shown any interest. Soooo, no godparents for my little one, which is just fine too.