can't do this anymore I'm so heartbroken

Been praying and nothing.. about a week with missed period and a bfn swore I saw one yesterday but nope. Had weird pinching feeling last night and cramps today.. I don't think I can deal with the stress of all this anymore, but it's so hard not to obsess over it when you want it SO bad. Ugh. Just been crying ever since I took this. Please god just hear me.