Feeling Depressed

I'm 10 weeks and this is my 4th pregnancy but lost one 1y 1/2 ago was trilled to find out I conceived one month after trying but for pass two weeks I've been so sad depressed crying not eating nauseous,closed in don't want to be around no one I don't even want to sleep next to my partner.... this is all new to me because with all my other pregnancy I was happy energetic planning. My partner says maybe it a girl because all I have are boys. I'm tried of being sad and sick all the time and it only been two weeks believe it or not I'm actually crying 😭 As I type this