My boyfriend broke up with me and took back his house keys because I got so overmeotionla and was so drunk I made a scene and put my hands on him. I do this every time I bottle things in and get drink and get liquor courage. He's been neglecting me and hasn't even showed me any type of affection. I been feeling so empty and sad and when I'm drunk I just can't pretend I'm okay with that. He hit me back because he was tired of me getting abusive but he popped my ear drum. I'm still sad tho cause I love him. Ugh I sound pathetic