I'm haven baby fever like crazy and it take over my depression I went to see a OBGYN DOCTOR AND he told me I'm fine now I'm just trying my hardest to keep my marriage together my friend just had a baby last night and my husband got super jealous he wants a baby so bad but I'm not understanding why we haven't had one yet I just really wanna be a mom I know I'll be a good mom cause I never had a good mom I know he will be a great dad cause he never had a dad I feel like I'm being punished for wat reason I have never been pregnant before don't even have kids and my feelings r super hurt kids are a blessing I just want a Lil one to have n to hold n kiss on play with n do fun things with I love my friends kids but there's nothing like your own I'm super depressed and don't know wat to do I'm so lost I can just cry I wanna say PCOS I HATE U GOD HELP ME 😭😭😭🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾😔😔😔